As a millennial male, I have changed from being a man who grew up wanting a family life, kids and a happy family to a lone-wolf don't-give-a-fuck man in a span

As a millennial male, I have changed from being a man who grew up wanting a family life, kids and a happy family to a lone-wolf don't-give-a-fuck man in a span of just 2 years Basically, I changed from being "Dad material" to "A guy who has fun all the time". I just don't have the motivation to be with women for anything besides fun and harmless dating. Why did this happen? How did this happen? - I studied/worked hard all my life to be able to provide for "future family" - Realized women my age just want to have a bit of fun instead of a good guy with head straight. They would literally go for guys who had a bad track record with relationships, just because they "felt" something with them. Relationship was just feelings for them. Marriage unfortunately isn't just feelings. - Also, most women with all their scholarships and opportunities really don't plan for a future life. I am not taking that burden on me. Why should I? - Realized that I don't owe women anything....especially not to women who just want to have fun and select for guys who just party and have fun - Understood the double standards women impose on dating very well. Women want to have fun in their youth, date the hottest guys, explore their life and when they got old, end up in the arms of a great stable person....essentially, they want to do whatever they want, whenever they want. Well, so do I. I still want to be a father. But not with the women out there. Maybe I should check out the MGTOW community.