I do the same thing all the time and I'm trying to break this habit since it might be holding me back. I'm trying to realize that I can learn a lot from someone

I do the same thing all the time and I'm trying to break this habit since it might be holding me back. I'm trying to realize that I can learn a lot from someone else's work and by diving in and learning the ins and outs and even reading the library's source code I can learn a lot more than experimenting around trying to produce similar functionality myself. Reading code is far more tedious though than being able to creatively experiment with something. The creative learning is important I'm just trying to use it in other applications than re-inventing a wheel that already works well