Nearly eleven years, since I started the business. they invited me to leave. To make it soft for them I'm tied into two years of covenants, and sold my equity

Nearly eleven years, since I started the business. they invited me to leave. To make it soft for them I'm tied into two years of covenants, and sold my equity back to the business for about a third of its value. For me, that means I have time and money, and no idea what to do with myself just yet. Could be worse - but it feels damn strange to no longer be part of what became my entire identity.