Yeah, my colleagues just found entertainment in watching me lose my wits (they're both stoics, very good at business but not big on the giving a damn scale, and

Yeah, my colleagues just found entertainment in watching me lose my wits (they're both stoics, very good at business but not big on the giving a damn scale, and I do worry about long term course in my absence, and think they may go steady-state from here in), and after I took some time out because I was on the brink of recklessness, suggested I leave the business. So I did. I'm pretty sure it's the right call for all concerned.