Thanks for your considered and personal reply. Thanks for sharing your experiences. Glad you have resolved your own issues. I certainly do feel stressed, lik

Thanks for your considered and personal reply. Thanks for sharing your experiences. Glad you have resolved your own issues. I certainly do feel stressed, like there are too many tasks, and like I'm switching tasks. The work I'm doing currently is because I was interrupted from work I was doing previously and switched - and that was work I was doing previously I was doing because I was interrupted etc and the stack probably goes down about ten deep. I didn't take modafinil today thinking that it perhaps wasn't helping me think clearly which has helped a little, but I will look into CoQ10. I think perhaps the modafinil compounds the issue a little, I've been taking it for so long I no longer notice the uplift. Perhaps it is time to let me head get used to normality. Your points about not caring, midlife crisis... you might be right. How much I care varies from repulsion to OK. I feel you about wasting time making money for others, it is a source of pain for me. It's that mental thing; the feeling like there is a kind of spongy mist where there used to be clarity that blocks my ability to see. I wish you lots of luck with your new degree, it sounds like a great idea.