>>Quite a lot of people fear dying more than they do death. Hell yes. Kids are grown. Fat life insurance policy. I can accept having a fatal heart attack under

>>Quite a lot of people fear dying more than they do death. Hell yes. Kids are grown. Fat life insurance policy. I can accept having a fatal heart attack under the right circumstances :) The slow, painful fade is the thing that scares me. It's better to "burn out, than fade away."