If I were going to die, I'd feel very sad but not because of me nor because of my wife or friends. They are adults and they must deal with this. I'd feel that

If I were going to die, I'd feel very sad but not because of me nor because of my wife or friends. They are adults and they must deal with this. I'd feel that I let down my children and couldn't give them a happy and careless childhood without having to deal with the cruelty of reality. So, may his kids have the strength to deal with it without losing their light-heartedness.