In the mean-time you could read this book, which should give you quite a few pointers in how your brain works and how it affects your behaviour: https://www.am

In the mean-time you could read this book, which should give you quite a few pointers in how your brain works and how it affects your behaviour: https://www.amazon.com/Emotional-Life-Your-Brain/dp/1444708821/ref=sr_1_1/251-8834378-0982834?ie=UTF8&qid=1475336040&sr=8-1&keywords=the+emotional+life+of+your+brain https://www.amazon.com/Emotional-Life-Your-Brain/dp/14447088...