In the moment of sheer misery you will not be a smart pid that will give two shits about the grand scheme. You'll only care about yourself, you'll only recogniz

In the moment of sheer misery you will not be a smart pid that will give two shits about the grand scheme. You'll only care about yourself, you'll only recognize that reality, that is your fundamental programming. You will not be thinking life is just all fun and games and that your personal pain doesn't matter. That it doesn't matter in the grand scheme of things will not give you comfort.