You are working for the Big 4. That's an enviable position for many already. It means even if you may not be the best rockstar, you are not a bozo. Other peopl

You are working for the Big 4. That's an enviable position for many already. It means even if you may not be the best rockstar, you are not a bozo. Other people have given a lot of advices on job finding or finding a doctor for depression. In the long run, I think you should save up and use invest the capital. Slowing switch from generating your income from your labor to generating money from your capital. That should be the ultimate freedom. We should code for passion not code for money.