"My thoughts are descending into the darkest reaches. Death doesn't seem so bad anymore. Then I don't have to think about all this." First of all, get some hel

"My thoughts are descending into the darkest reaches. Death doesn't seem so bad anymore. Then I don't have to think about all this." First of all, get some help if you need it. Your number one priority is your mental health. http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ Therapists can help with depression, as can medication. I've had chronic issues with depression and the number one thing that helps me is making sure I walk 2 miles a day on the treadmill. Makes a world of difference. Secondly, and I can say this because I've been on both sides of the interview process many times - interviews are a crapshoot to a large degree. If you take enough of them, then you will definitely get a job. If you take just one, any number of insane reasons that have absolutely nothing to do with you could have prevented them from giving you an offer. I've never worked at a "Big 4" company but if your expectation is that you will pass every interview you ever take for one of these companies, then you definitely have extremely high(unrealistic? maybe impossible?) standards for yourself. Please be safe, take a little time off, do some exercise, talk to a professional, and try to reset. hugs