It sounds like you might be on the fringe of it, friend. And I don't disagree with you—it is an uncomfortable subject, and for those lucky enough to have it be

It sounds like you might be on the fringe of it, friend. And I don't disagree with you—it is an uncomfortable subject, and for those lucky enough to have it be merely a vague notion of something I'm going to have to deal with "one day", very few people really do know how to respond to it. But I am sorry that your condition gave you such familiarity with the subject at such a young age.