very few people drop out to become monks, and to be blunt that is dangerous too: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acedia https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acedia Kat

very few people drop out to become monks, and to be blunt that is dangerous too: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acedia https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acedia Kathleen Norris wrote a book titled with the same name, and one of the things you notice about monastic life is that it's very spiritually dangerous, and often leads to a lot of abuses.