Glad that you're on the up, a bit, at least. Randomly blacking out is... not good. I'm sure that doesn't help. Hopefully the psych will help but if, after 1.5

Glad that you're on the up, a bit, at least. Randomly blacking out is... not good. I'm sure that doesn't help. Hopefully the psych will help but if, after 1.5 years, you feel the therapist isn't helpful maybe try a few different ones? It's not an exact science and finding the right fit can be hard.