+1 on "You should seek help.". If that is your current experience - that's not the natural mode for a human being. That's not something everyone automatically a

+1 on "You should seek help.". If that is your current experience - that's not the natural mode for a human being. That's not something everyone automatically arrives at by just going through life. That's just your own psychological problems that are causing you to perceive life like that. Someone who is in such dark mood most of the time, will naturally attract other people who live in the same mood currently, and as a result, it will look like the rest of the people are all like that, and such person have a hard time to understand the happy ones. And it does not have to be this way, the problem in your thoughts and beliefs. In order to change them you need help. Whatever you do, at least don't undermine the science that tries to prolong life. I am not saying that you might have wanted personally to undermine it, it's just that the argument of yours (coming from similar people) comes up EVERY TIME eternal life is discussed.