It sounds like you maybe played games too much (forgive me if I'm wrong there, obviously your one comment is not enough to know that). I don't think there's any

It sounds like you maybe played games too much (forgive me if I'm wrong there, obviously your one comment is not enough to know that). I don't think there's anything wrong with recreation for its own sake and games are a form of recreation. They're fun, and it's good to have fun things in your life. Just so long as they're not the only (or, I'd say personally, the major) thing in your life. By creating games you are helping other people have fun and relax, that doesn't seem like a worthless thing to me.