I haven't been in your shoes exactly, but I've blown it big-time in some very high pressure scenarios (military). I can attest to the liberation I felt at no lo

I haven't been in your shoes exactly, but I've blown it big-time in some very high pressure scenarios (military). I can attest to the liberation I felt at no longer caring to uphold the expectations of others, though the consequences were quite painful. I'm glad that you and your family are back together.