Welcome to the club. In my opinion, anybody who's trying to become better at what they do probably start out feeling this way. I know I did, and I still do som

Welcome to the club. In my opinion, anybody who's trying to become better at what they do probably start out feeling this way. I know I did, and I still do sometimes. Your level of skill and the fact that you're working hard at becoming better at this is what will earn you respect among people. Nobody worthwhile will dismiss you because you're just starting out. Nobody was born knowing this stuff, they all worked hard to it. I can certainly relate to not being content with your current position. Knowing fully that you don't have to exert a lot of effort to become good. Its not enough, you want to become great. Uncontrolled, this can become destructive behavior though, so watch out. Personally, I think you're on the right path. Just remember to stop and smell the roses every once in a while.