Sorry you've been dealing with depression. From experience I know that's a tough thing to grapple with. Being compelled to maintain sustained cognitive disson

Sorry you've been dealing with depression. From experience I know that's a tough thing to grapple with. Being compelled to maintain sustained cognitive dissonance is a form of low-grade chronic stress, and unfortunately depression is often a side-effect of chronic stress. I'm always weary of places that are more interested in building a cult than a company for precisely these kinds of reasons. Get well, mate.