Yes. It's no joke. The company that your livelihood is tied to seeks profit as their number one goal (above all else). You have a stake in C# succeeding it seem

Yes. It's no joke. The company that your livelihood is tied to seeks profit as their number one goal (above all else). You have a stake in C# succeeding it seems (based on your website). How you deal with that level of cognitive dissonance is your own problem. I will not make any assumptions or judgments of you as a person because it's possible that you may be forced to deal with the situation for personal reasons (which should probably not be discussed in a forum such as this). That or you may just care nothing for true openness(and the ability for people to learn freely) when it comes to technology.