There's a great book catering to people just like who you described (me included) - "If you're so smart, why aren't you happy?" I'm part way through it and it's

There's a great book catering to people just like who you described (me included) - "If you're so smart, why aren't you happy?" I'm part way through it and it's been helpful. https://www.amazon.com/Youre-Smart-Why-Arent-Happy/dp/B01DYFUVRO https://www.amazon.com/Youre-Smart-Why-Arent-Happy/dp/B01DYF...