You are definitely exaggerating. First you say you have reasonable pay and then you talk of poverty and starvation! As long as you have not done any of your we

You are definitely exaggerating. First you say you have reasonable pay and then you talk of poverty and starvation! As long as you have not done any of your web app work in company time, you have nothing to be guilty about. If you have, first own up. And then, take extra time to make up and finish company work. Otherwise you are just cheating someone who has trusted you (they employed you). Lastly, most people cannot be creative in the face of poverty and starvation (if you weren't exaggerating. maybe you had some big loans to pay off). Poverty is too fundamental a problem to think of anything else. Think of trying to build a great new web app when you are stranded in an island struggling for survival. Not many can do that. If you can get by for a year without earning, just quit and do what you like. Being bored and unhappy just ends up fucking your total life and you realize this when you get older.