There are some people who simply become bitter, angry at everything and that gives them difficulty making new friends... I can't recover my faith in women since

There are some people who simply become bitter, angry at everything and that gives them difficulty making new friends... I can't recover my faith in women since being dumped in my 20ies in bad conditions - it gave me an entirely new perspective on how society treats women (and I say "women" as the category fixed by the laws which gives those women rights because of their gender). And even if I keep trying to do the things of the good guy (thousands of donations, work for gender equality, church, volunteering...), I now rather identify with the bad person in the movies or in the political discourse. I've gotten used to defending a point-of-view that is slightly less inclusive because it relies on slightly more responsibility from citizen, and immediately get conflated with extreme-right opinions, so why bother?