Doubt is good! As an extreme example, remember how at the end of the war Nazis committed suicide, and it happened on all levels, not just the very prominent exa

Doubt is good! As an extreme example, remember how at the end of the war Nazis committed suicide, and it happened on all levels, not just the very prominent examples like Göbbels that everybody knows about? It wasn't because they were afraid of being judged (there were plenty of them who managed to escape justice), it often was because they were so convinced of their cause that when it failed they saw no future, nit just for themselves - they actually thought it was the end for the German people's future. So please keep your doubt. The more I learn - and I've taken courses like crazy over the last couple of years - the more I doubt. It#s just that now my doubt is more specific. So what you may want to do is replace "unspecific doubt" like the one exhibited in conspiracy theories by much more specific doubt. Donn't try to abandon doubt itself! Also, life inherently only has exactly the meaning you decide it has, so looking outside yourself is prone to failure. Also see https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X4CvFWCULuI https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X4CvFWCULuI :-) Seriously, as soon as you look for something on the outside to tell you what you should do you limit yourself and start on a path to failure - because now, instead of taking responsibility for your choices you will say "but I had no choice!".