Thanks for the reply, I am still searching but feeling a bit more optimistic now. I will keep your advice in mind anyway I can. It is quite hard to network liv

Thanks for the reply, I am still searching but feeling a bit more optimistic now. I will keep your advice in mind anyway I can. It is quite hard to network living where I live right now, but I am trying to get out more to where people are. I am not sure where I can "network" online but I will try to figure that out in the coming days, maybe I should be more involved in online groups that do things that interest me. I feel quite frustrated that I still don't have a job when some of my colleagues are making some progress, but this time allowed me to be more mindful on where I am at and what I might want. I might not do well working for other people for a long time. I want to gain first hand experience and eventually create a company with people I meet along the way. For now I just don't know how to get there. The original post was way more personal, that is mostly the reason for the throwaway account. Thanks again.