When I get close to that line of thinking, thoughts such as those automagically revert it: "If I'm going to die, I might as well finally help those old people

When I get close to that line of thinking, thoughts such as those automagically revert it: "If I'm going to die, I might as well finally help those old people at the asylum and see how that feels" "If I'm going to die, I might as well travel without money through Europe"