I'm envious, but in a good way. I think there are good things to take from him, even from his so-called evilness. I'd like to be a bit more like him in many way

I'm envious, but in a good way. I think there are good things to take from him, even from his so-called evilness. I'd like to be a bit more like him in many ways. On the other hand, his business choices still frustrate me as an engineer, but I understand we just had opposing goals. I don't agree with a lot of what he and his company did. Disregarding opinions as envy is more often than not a case of not putting yourself in other's shoes. Oversimplification is always wrong.