I hear it; if it's a delusion, it's made me miserable on many an occasion and I'd love to have it gone--whatever it is. It's not constant, it varies in loudnes

I hear it; if it's a delusion, it's made me miserable on many an occasion and I'd love to have it gone--whatever it is. It's not constant, it varies in loudness, it's not tied to anything I've been able to figure out via rudimentary data collection.