> it will likely require quite a significant time commitment as well as strong self-discipline. Just get a textbook that appeals to you and spend most of your

> it will likely require quite a significant time commitment as well as strong self-discipline. Just get a textbook that appeals to you and spend most of your time reading it and focus. If it does not work, get another textbook that appeals to you and spend most of your time reading it and focus. If it does not work, get another get another textbook that appeals to you and . . . Really. Spending time studying a textbook is what you need. In the end, you'll realize how you become mathematically mature.