Yes. So last time I was looking for a job, I became good at reciting algorithms, looking like a "team player", whatever the fuck they wanted. I didn't like it,

Yes. So last time I was looking for a job, I became good at reciting algorithms, looking like a "team player", whatever the fuck they wanted. I didn't like it, I felt some degree of trepidation over my interviews, but I didn't have crippling anxiety or anything. Jumping through arbitrary hoops is completely normal for most professions. The main issue here is being so anxious that one finds it impossible to work up the courage to interview in the first place.