I have to agree here. I'll project some of my own history which seems likely to be similar to your situation. You might have some insecurities regarding your

I have to agree here. I'll project some of my own history which seems likely to be similar to your situation. You might have some insecurities regarding your skills or abilities that cause you to avoid getting a project far enough along to prove those fears right (or wrong). If this is the case, the fears conflict with your passion for creating things and cause you stress and unhappiness. Reaching out on this forum for help is a start, but a good psychotherapist can help you figure out how to see these fears when they are hiding in your psyche and give you tools to overcome them.