In your profile, it says that you're a student. You could check whether your school has a student-assistance program. There are professionals who see this stuf

In your profile, it says that you're a student. You could check whether your school has a student-assistance program. There are professionals who see this stuff every day who can help you. There's no shame in this. There could be any number of causes, and some of them are actually easy to fix. That said, many are not but it's good that you're talking to people.