If you are feeling this sad, look up a ketamine clinic near you and get some infusions going. I haven't myself, but I have heard amazing turnaround stories. I

If you are feeling this sad, look up a ketamine clinic near you and get some infusions going. I haven't myself, but I have heard amazing turnaround stories. If you are this depressed, your brain has atrophied, your dendrites look like deciduous trees in winter. After you get infused, and ketamine activates the mTOR pathway and you feel a sense of joy again, you will be really grateful you didn't kill yourself.