Maybe you would find "The Game" by N. Strauss useful. Don't get too distracted by their "evolutionary science" which is 80% bullcrap, don't get too excited by

Maybe you would find "The Game" by N. Strauss useful. Don't get too distracted by their "evolutionary science" which is 80% bullcrap, don't get too excited by their "tricks" which are straight way to maneuver yourself into position where you'll be constantly forced to lie and feel like shit for doing so. Just read their story. Let's say that it opened my mind to what kinds of insanity people do in the name of something they want to be love. I used to be badly afraid of ending in a bad relationship, but since reading this I started to notice more and more of low-level mechanics underlying such relationships and my fear of women is slowly subsiding.