I'm in my early thirties and am already feeling that my memories are fragile things that will fade, change, or disappear entirely as I age. I'd imagine living

I'm in my early thirties and am already feeling that my memories are fragile things that will fade, change, or disappear entirely as I age. I'd imagine living forever or even just a millennia would become a very confusing mess of memory. Living a normal 60-80 year life is like a good book. Living an eternity would be like taking every page from all the books in a library, randomly shuffling them on the floor, then trying to read through it. Full of people and events, certainly, but devoid of any meaning.