Im just reading into it, but you sound both depressed, and also like you are finally growing up =D. Things aren't always beautiful and rosey. You will find eve

Im just reading into it, but you sound both depressed, and also like you are finally growing up =D. Things aren't always beautiful and rosey. You will find eventually how to take a longer-term view of the world, to slow down, to start enjoying the day to day by living it. Or you wont.