First of all I feel for your situation. Hope you manage to get to a better place. > I was only in therapy for one year, 2x a week, at $65 a visit That's 6760

First of all I feel for your situation. Hope you manage to get to a better place. > I was only in therapy for one year, 2x a week, at $65 a visit That's 6760$ for one year. It's a significant amount for what is essentially a placebo at best. Should have traveled or done something you fancy. It would have been a better usage for that amount. As for your medications, I feel really sorry that you fell victim to this scam. It's not entirely your fault, these are predators and they took advantage of your fragility. Whatever you do, please don't go cold turkey. It could be very dangerous. Start decreasing the dosage gradually but prepare to feel really bad.