> Some people will no doubt chime in that they are sure that my brain developed a dependency on the drugs and the return of my symptoms was simply that dependen

> Some people will no doubt chime in that they are sure that my brain developed a dependency on the drugs and the return of my symptoms was simply that dependency asserting itself. Maybe, but probably not? Even if it is, does it matter? If the drugs aren't hurting you in other ways then why not stay on them? Especially if you can get off for a while without becoming ill immediately.