>Maybe you should join the counter-terrorism forces or intelligence community instead to help your country, if that what you're actually after, not just blind r

>Maybe you should join the counter-terrorism forces or intelligence community instead to help your country, if that what you're actually after, not just blind revenge I posted it further below, but the reserve corps are not what you seem to think they are. Reservists patrol cities, especially airports and train stations. I'm not going to war; I just want to be on the front lines when the war comes to me, because someone has to be the trigger-man and I'm capable of doing it. I should add that I have no desire to kill another human being, even a daesh soldier. From what I've heard it's a burden you carry for the rest of your life. But, I'd rather do that then do nothing for a third time.