This is a really honest question: How do you sleep at night being the founder of a company with half a billion dollars in deficit? How do you go to work everyd

This is a really honest question: How do you sleep at night being the founder of a company with half a billion dollars in deficit? How do you go to work everyday? Is this "normal"? Is this expected? I really don't understand how that situation can happen. Edit: I just looked up their numbers. They have large revenues, but still. Such deficits would scare me.