frankly, your description is deceptive or you're deceiving youself. From your own description, you're spending all your time at work and you're obsessed with t

frankly, your description is deceptive or you're deceiving youself. From your own description, you're spending all your time at work and you're obsessed with that problem. 1/ you're not married. You're just the ghost of lovers. being married means something like enjoying spending time with your precious other. 2/ you're not travelling : you're moving from one airport to the other, with a brief pause in office and hotel between them. travelling means learning the country you're in. Don't delude yourself, you're not travelling except on the surface. 3/ you have no friends, as the rest you have no time for them. I know the pull of a (code) project, especially when you're the boss. It can become an obsession, and eat over your personnal life. But believe me, beyond 9 hours of real work, you're worthless. Many excellent, brillant coders underlined that for men and in the end, I have to admit they are right. To be better, you must be open to the world.