If you don't mind me asking, what cocktail of drugs are you on? Also, why are you so against them? I ask this because I've tried and pretty much exhausted eve

If you don't mind me asking, what cocktail of drugs are you on? Also, why are you so against them? I ask this because I've tried and pretty much exhausted every thing I can think of to be happy, and I'm probably going to go on anti-depressants soon. I'm thinking I will go for an SNRI, but I will see what the doctor recommends. Any advice you can provide would be much appreciated.