It's more addictive than anything else, being in and around all that chaos. There's a weird experience of liberation and freedom and a sense of taking hold of y

It's more addictive than anything else, being in and around all that chaos. There's a weird experience of liberation and freedom and a sense of taking hold of your own destiny in carrying a weapon in a warzone. Every single day I think of how much I want to go back, at the same time I wish I never went. You really do leave a piece of your soul over there. I can't imagine being a civilian, born and raised in those places.