Its a thought - I am sure many other students who were taking actual loans would have much more terrible thoughts. Yes, I realize it was a mistake. When I was

Its a thought - I am sure many other students who were taking actual loans would have much more terrible thoughts. Yes, I realize it was a mistake. When I was 18 I was fed the same garbage about going to university as everyone else and took it without much reasoning - It was my fault, I was an idiot. There are many other people who are in much more worse situation then I am, A lot of my friends are in much more stressful situation then me. Yes its disrespectful to my parents and that is why I quit. I felt terribly guilty since it was after all not my hard earned money but my parent's. They also brought into the whole university scam as a road to middle class life. I have never felt more relieved. Now I can go do some real studying in a much more relaxed fashion.