I'd suggest a therapist, honestly. If it was just work, I'd say it was certainly just burnout. However, when its pretty much your whole life [it sounds like],

I'd suggest a therapist, honestly. If it was just work, I'd say it was certainly just burnout. However, when its pretty much your whole life [it sounds like], it could be depression. I'm always motivated to do at least a good chunk of my "after work" activities, every week. But yeah, work, ehhhhhhh I'm just not happy unless I'm working on something I'm proud of and that comes along maybe once every 18 months.