I'm confused. You haven't actually written anything about what you want, and what you value in life. We're not going to be able to figure that out for you! If

I'm confused. You haven't actually written anything about what you want, and what you value in life. We're not going to be able to figure that out for you! If you have some financial troubles, consider lining up a new job with a hefty salary, and make sure you get at least a few weeks' break before you start there. Perhaps spent a little time not working on anything at all and reflecting on what you want (if you don't know this already!).