Sounds more like a life ruined by taking twice or more the recommended dosage and taking it daily for prolonged periods of time, not looking for help and refusi

Sounds more like a life ruined by taking twice or more the recommended dosage and taking it daily for prolonged periods of time, not looking for help and refusing to stop taking it when you notice you're oversensitive to the drug and when other people tell you you should stop. With that kind of attitude, even aspirin is dangerous.